You never meant any wrong,
but you hurt me anyway.
You thought you were helping,
but criticism was all I heard.
I could never believe the good
that people said about me.
I always heard you in my head,
saying I wasn't good enough.
You wanted the best for me,
showing me what to improve.
I thought you wouldn't love me,
if I didn't get it perfect.
I never knew
you loved me anyway.
I wanted to make you proud,
so I did what I thought you wanted.
I learned to ignore my wants,
to give in to your plans for me.
Later it's so much harder
to learn to choose.
You never meant
to wash away
my confidence.
But you did it
Anyway.